Nina Dicker’s first stand-up comedy special was filmed at The Whitefire Theater in Los Angeles, CA. This comedy special is a memoir of the author’s life. It reflects the author’s present recollections of her personal experiences over time. These stories are real events, but certain characters, incidents, locations, and dialogue have been fictionalized or combined for narrative and dramatic purposes. To protect privacy, all names and identifying details have been changed. Content warning: descriptions of (1) consensual NSFW content, (2) abuse, (3) SA, & (4) self-harm