She tells her daughter: "When he looks at me it's like my heart skips a beat, it's like he's looking right through me, studying me. Of course I would never cheat on his father, but there is something romantic about the thrill of being admired. I mean, I wouldn't tell anybody but you, but I find myself getting dressed up for him. I don't know, so I can feel beautiful again? I mean, he's my stepson -I'm sure there's zero chance he even finds me attractive".